I walk around with a smile on my face all day, but
inside im frowning and wishing you would understand. I give you a friendly hug, and I remember when those hugs meant something
more to you. I pretend to like this new girl, but I hate her. She took you away from me and now I want to die. I cant compare
to her because shes so beautiful. Shes your everything and shes as close to perfect as it gets. So, while you think we’re
still good friends, ill be crying every night. You might think im happy, but im not guna be ok
You know, I don’t think I’ll ever be happy.
Wherever I am, I’ll wish I’m somewhere else. Whatever I have, I’ll want something different.
I try to laugh about it, cover it all up with lies. I try
to laugh about it, hiding the tears in my eyes
Smile and make you think I’m happy
I talk and make you think I love me
I laugh, so you don’t see
I look at you and hide the pain inside
I feel myself dying but you see me survive
I didn’t wanna be that girl that cries herself to sleep…
Never forget what people say when they're mad, cuz
thats when the truth comes out...
I just want to feel safe in my own skin; I just
want to be happy again. I just want to feel deep in my own world. But I’m so lonely I don’t even want to be with
Your life is made up of years that mean nothing,
and moments that mean it all.
Sometimes in life you wish for everything, then
there comes a moment when you stop wishing. Its not because you got what you wanted, but because you finally
accepted that not all wishes can come true.
You're everything I never knew I always wanted
You ask me what’s wrong and I say nothing, but as
a tear falls, I say everything
is there to remind me that I'm still alive
Behind this smile is everything you'll never understand
Smile. It's easier than explaining why you're sad
I know it seems like I'm this strong person who can get
through anything, but inside I'm fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm
afraid of is shattering
somebody would notice, I thought somebody would say something…
I could pretend
that I’m not dying inside, but just so you know... I am.
As we grow older, it gets harder to believe. It’s
not that we don’t want to but too much has happened and we can’t.
Don’t fall into the trap of pretending everything
is okay when you know it’s not.
You arent going to be her first, her last, or her
only. She's loved before, she will love again, but if she loves you now what else matters? Shes not perfect. You arent either,
and the two of you will never be perfect. But if she can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and admits
to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She isnt going to quote poetry, shes not
thinking about you every moment, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you could break. Dont hurt her, dont change
her, dont expect more than she can give. Dont analyze. Smile when she makes you happy, yell when she makes you mad, and miss
her when shes not there. Love hard when there is love to be had.
Don't cry for what might of been, don't live in
the past. It was supossed to be forever, well forever never lasts. Lift your head and dry your tears, forget about yesterday.
We had the time of your lives, but we must move on, let it fade away...
A guy out there was meant to be the love of your
life, your best friend, your soul mate, the one you can tell your dreams to. He'll brush the hair out of your eyes. Send you
flowers when you least expect it. He'll stare at you during the movies, even though he paid $8 to see it. He'll call to say
goodnight or just cause he is missing you. He'll look in your eyes and tell you, you're the most beautiful girl in the world,
and for the first time in your life, you'll believe it
You wanna know what the truth is? I still love you...and
I probably will love you for a very long time...but I cant just be your buddy because as much as I enjoy the concept of being
"just friends" in reality its a bizarre form of torture and I'm just not willing to participate in it..so right now what I
wanna do is just move on and get over you....and the only way for me to do that is to be not around you anymore...
Some people can go their entire life without falling
in love. I have fallen in love once, and lost it all as i fell, but the *hurt* is worth so much more, then
not loving at all
You live and you breathe and then you die. In between,
if you're lucky, you fall in love. Some loves stay forever, others are lost in only a day. But it's still there, underneath
all the hurt and pride and years. If it's true love, it's never forgotten. So when someone says they're in love, don't tell
them they can't be. Don't say they're too young, or it's too soon. Love knows no age or length of time. Love is a feeling,
deep in your heart, that squeezes you tight and you never want to let it go
Through out your life you will meet one person who
is unlike any other. You could talk to this person for hours and never get bored. You could tell them things and they won't
judge you...this person is your soul mate, your best friend. Don't EVER let them go
It’s been hard to watch someone i love change
before my eyes and know i can’t do anything about it. But it’s really sad to remember the way we once were...and
how we could have been
You look at me and think *she’s so happy*
but there’s SO much behind this little smile…
I wish i could go back to when my clothes didn’t
match, i didn’t care what my hair looked like, guys were the definition of cooties, we had recess, and i never knew
what true pain felt like cause my heart was unbroken
Just when you think things can't get any worse.....they
do. But....I've learned that life is like hour glass sand. Sooner or later, everything hits rock bottom, but all you have
to do is be patient and wait for something to turn everything around.
There are things about your childhood you
hold on to, because they were so much a part of you: the places you went, the people you knew.
People always say to follow your heart but what they don't tell you.. Is that, just because you follow your heart, it doesn't
mean there'll be a happy ending.
Sometimes I want someone to just hold me when I need
it. Not a hug, but just hold me, you know? I need someone to actually love me for once in my life
Do you know what its like to look in the mirror
and hate everything you see? Welcome to my life.
I wanted to tell him that I would never be sorry for
loving him. That in a way I still do - that maybe I will always do. I'll never regret one single thing we did together because
what we had was special. Maybe if we were ten years older it would have worked out differently. Maybe, I think, it's just
that I’m not ready for forever...
You're everything I've wanted. You're
beautiful. You're reckless. And a little sad. You know it's the sadness that got me right from the start. I wanted to make
it go away, and for a time I thought I had. It's pretty stupid, huh? You like the sadness. You cling to it, and in the end
it will be all you have.
I cant stop crying... I dont understand,
and its not the loud, screaming crying... Its just the tears continuously roll down my face, and I can't do anything to stop
them I thought by meeting this new guy, talking to this guy on the phone all night, and looking forward to seeing HIS face
everyday... it would make me stop wanting you. That wasn't the case at all, instead, when I talked to this guy, or when I
looked at this guy... all I wanted in the whole world was for it to be you
*..Wait for the boy who will make an ordinary moment
seem magical, the kinda boy who brings out the best in you and makes you wanna be a better person. Wait for the boy who will
be your best friend, who will drop everything to be with you at anytime no matter what the circumstances. Wait for the boy
who makes you smile like no one else, and when he smiles, you know he needs you. wait for the boy who wants to show you off
to the world when you are in sweats and have no make-up on, but appreciates it when you get dolled up for him...and most of
all, wait for the boy who will put you at the center of his universe, because that's where you belong ..*
you know that girl who is always lost? the one
with the pretty smile that no one could tell is fake? that girl who seems to be so strong, but daily continues to break? you
know, that girl who is always there and seems to have no problems of her own? the one who holds back tears until you are off
the phone? that girl who is in love with a boy who tries to understand. that girl who if you reach out always pulls
back her hand? well, what a lonely life, what a sad girl she must be, maybe you didn't realize it but that girl is me..
when girls are quiet..millions of thoughts are running
through their heads - when girls are not arguing..they are thinking deeply - when girls look staringly at you they're wondering
how long you'll be around – when girls answer im fine after a few seconds..they're not. when girls say i love you..they
mean it - when girls say i miss you..no one in this world could miss you more than them
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that
wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder
every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll
blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone
you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend
upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back...
If you don't understand my silence... You'll never
understand my words
I guess to some extent, you get used to being alone.
You get used to not expecting phone calls & having nothing to do at night. You don’t expect to turn around to open
arms any longer. The small sounds of him have been replaced by silence. Your thoughts echo through your head, with no one
to share them with. All in all, being alone isn’t terrible, it just hurts like hell…
The only guy that deserves you.. is the one that
thinks he doesn't. the one that'll stick by your side.. no matter how much you mess up. and the one who will forgive you..
mistake after mistake..
When you finally realize that you didn't matter at all
to someone, you begin to wonder if you ever mattered to anyone
I always thought it was dumb for him to pick me
in the first place. I'm not special, I never was, never will be. He just made me believe I was and broke my heart when he
finally realized I wasn't
I’m starting to realize that ‘forever’
is just another one of those fairy tales that mothers tell their children to help them sleep at night. Nothing is forever.
Life isn’t, happiness isn’t, love isn’t. Things end and people say goodbye and we have no choice in the
matter. All we can do is sit and watch our lives ending one minute at a time.
Love doesn't make things nice- it ruins everything.
It breaks your heart. It makes a mess. We aren't here to make things perfect. The stars are perfect. Snowflakes are perfect.
Not us. Not us! We are here to ruin ourselves, to break our hearts, and to love the wrong people and die. The story books
The truth is often the most painful thing to handle
& lies? Lies make the truth seem more glamorous but all in all...they both have the power to shatter everything you’ve
ever wanted or known. It’s up to you not to let that happen no matter which one is thrown your way
You never really fall out of love with your first
love , you just find somebody else who can cover up the feelings but every once in awhile you still wonder what coulda been..and
a tear runs down your face
Suicide is mans way of telling God you can't fire me
.. i quit
How do you pick up the threads of an old life, how
do you go on...when in your heart you begin to understand, there is no going back. Ther are some things time cannot mend,
some hurts that go too deep that have taken hold
To put it simply, I want to be someone's
I am so scared ... scared that
I wont ever love anyone like this, that I wont ever find someone who can make me feel so complete yet at the same time be
the one who's leaving me feeling lifeless... And you'll never know how it feels to have the one person who means everything
to you -make you feel like nothing
I pull myself together just to fall once more…
I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like
everythings perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me
I cant stand the pain and I cant make it go away
I wanna be the one he looks at and says to his
Somethings wrong with me...I shouldn't feel like this,
im usually so sure of myself but I don't know what to think...I don't know what to do...but most of all...I don't understand
my feelings for you
There's so much I can't say when I look in your
eyes, I'm worried you'll reject me, and hurt my foolish pride, Each day this love grows stronger but I could never let you
know, There is so much behind my smile, that I could never show, I'd hold you for a lifetime if you would let me in, I’d
love you like no other, but you don't understand, Every time I see you, your holding on to her, The pains like a knife, cutin'
deep in my soul, So I'll dream of us together of just how it could be and all that you are will remain a silent part of me.
My tears fall for the one who said would never make
You don’t know what love is till you lose
You don’t know what you’ve got till it slips away.
Leaves you alone in the dark and takes you and tears
You don’t know what love is till it breaks your heart.
Please know that the smile on my face when you are holding
her is just as fake as the 'I love you's you said to me when I was yours
How can I trust my heart when it has let me down
If I have to leave you, I want you to know that in the
end, it wasn't because I stopped caring; it was because you stopped being a friend.
Good-bye's make you think. They make you realize
what you've had and what you've lost, and what you've taken for granted.
You just can't make someone fall in love with you. You
know, you just can't make them. It's just gotta happen.
I believed you when you said you loved me because
we were closer than friends, but you said you'd love me for forever and forever never ends.
People are lonely because they build walls instead of
When you get in a tight place and everything goes
against you, 'til it seems you can not hold on a minute longer, never give up then for that is just the place and time that
the tide will turn.
Why is it that I tell you just about everything that
I feel but not everything, and yet you still know that all of that isn't everything that's bothering me?
"For it was not into my ear you whispered,
but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul."
Fate exists but it can only take you so far,
once you're there ..
It's up to you to make it happen.
"Friendship is the hardest thing in the
world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really
haven't learned anything."
Real loss is only possible when you love
the other person more than you love yourself.
Looking back now, I don't think that I really loved
him. But I cried when I realized that he didn't love me
Feelings never change; you just learn how to hide them…
And after all the heartbreaks, and the fights, and
the tears, and the anger, true love will be waiting for you at the end.....and it will be worth it.
I love walking in the rain....cause then no one knows
Nothing is more painful the realizing he meant everything
to you and you meant nothing to him
The cracks in the concrete remind me that no matter
how strong i am, i will always fall apart
Do you know why I hate myself? I’m selfish,
lonely, insecure, annoying, bitchy, but the main reason I hate myself is because I am me.