I’m okay…. in an everything’s fucked kind of way…
his friend, never his girl…
"After a while, you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn
that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and
presents aren't promises, And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an
adult, not the grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain
for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plan your own garden and decorate
your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... That you really
are strong. And that you really do have worth."
"Screws fall out all the time. The world is an imperfect place."
girls are suspicious of girls that are "just friends" because we know the guys we've had that were "just friends" that we
once thought of as more that a friend.
everyone gives you butterflies, so don’t just let them fly away…
Just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't
argue, it doesn't mean they do. - Boy Meets World
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will
be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie... the thing we fear grows stronger
you want a rainbow you gotta face the rain, if you want love you gotta risk the pain…
worst part about falling for your best friend is watching him fall for another girl...
will go on with or without him, so I untangled myself from his arms and started to walk away knowing that I will find myself
hardest thing in life, is watching someone you love, love somebody else…
part of loving is learning to let go.
why did it take so long for us to realize that this whole time the person we were crazy about was the person we never even
only thing that I regret so far in my life is the many times I looked past you, the times I only saw you as friend and not
as someone who could make me unbelievably happy....
only thing that hurts more than having a crush is having a crush on your best friend...
People that have physical scars try to hide them with clothing or a mask:
People with emotional scars try to hide
them with a smile or a laugh.
I believe in whatever gets you through the night. Night is the hardest time to be alive. For me, anyway. It lasts so
long, and four AM knows all my secrets. Four AM is when my dreams die.
You never come back, not all the way. Always there is an odd distance between you and the people you love and the people
you meet, a barrier thin as the glass of a mirror, you never come all the way out of the mirror; you stand, for the rest of
your life, with one foot in this world and no one in another, where everything is upside down and backward and sad.
People are like stained glass windows: they sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in their
true beauty is revealed only if there is a light within.
They tell us that suicide is the greatest piece of cowardice; that only a madman could be guilty of it, and other insipidities
of the same kind; or else they make the nonsensical remark that suicide is wrong, when it is quite obvious that there is nothing
in the world to which every man has a more unassailable title than to his own life and person.
Leave me in peace. Let me sleep once at least without my pillow being wet with tears, my eyes burning and my head throbbing.
Let me get away from it all. Preferably the world
The hardest thing about growing up is that you have to do what’s right for you, even if it means breaking someone’s
heart, including your own…
"You begin to forget what it means to live. You forget things. You forget that you used to feel all right. You forget
what it means to feel all right because you feel like shit all the time, and you can't remember what it was like before. People
take the feeling of full for granted. They take for granted the feeling of steadiness, of hands that do not shake, heads that
do not ache, throats not raw with bile and small rips of fingernails forced to haste to the gag spot. Stomachs that do not
begin to wake up in the night, calves and thighs knotting in muscles that are beginning to eat away at themselves. they may
or may not be awakened at night by their own inexpelicable sobs."
Falling in love means enrolling yourself in the school of disappointment. Being human means failing each other often,
and no two people fail each other more than two people who pledge to do things for each other that they'll never do because
they're just incapable of it.
Out of sorrow entire worlds have been built
Out of longing great wonders have been willed
They're only little
tears, darling, let them spill
And lay your head upon my shoulder
Outside my window the world has gone to war
you the one that I've been waiting for?
Sometimes I feel
there's a hole inside of me; An emptiness that at times seems to burn…I have this dream of being whole. Not going to bed each night wanting. But still sometimes,
when the wind is warm or the crickets sing, I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me and I want to be seen.
You can't see that I'm hurting. You don't notice the pain. It feels like everyone else is sitting in the sunshine,
while I'm drowning in the rain
She smiles with all that she has left, yet tears are left undried. And though she has so much to say, she bottles it
up inside. If you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees, its a disguise so you won't recognize the girl is really
And the truth is, we didn't have to hate each other for growing apart. We had to forgive ourselves for growing up.
I wanted everything to stay the same, but feelings fade and people change.
Everyone wants to grow, but no one wants to change.
It's true. No matter how happy you are or how far away.. You'll always dream of going back.
How do you prepare a heart to be broken? Or dreams to fall through? How do you let go of a miracle that
means everything to you? How do you walk away with tears in your eyes? Letting go isn't easy. Just pray you survive.
It only hurts when I'm breathing. My heart only aches when it's beating. My dreams only die when I'm dreaming. So I
hold my breath to forget.
Some of us sail through our troubles and some of us have to live with our scars.
Don’t you ever wonder if you would have taken a right turn instead of a left turn somewhere you
could have been somebody different?
I guess to some extent you get used to being alone. You get used to
not expecting phone calls and having nothing to do at night. You don't expect to turn around to open arms any longer. The
small sounds of him have been replaced by silence. Your thoughts echo through your head with no one to share them with. All
in all, being isn't terrible. It just hurts like hell.
Somehow the conversation mentioned your name. And someone asked if I knew you. Looking away, I thought of all the times
we together. Sharing the laughter, tears, jokes.. I looked to where they were waiting for an answer and simply said, "Once
I thought I did."
Once again I find myself trying to be okay with the fact that we are just friends.. But then you grab
my hand and, well, then I'm not okay.. I'm floating.
I didn't tell you I loved you for you to say it back… I just wanted you to know
Because for me, it's always been you. Always. And I've tried to fight it. I've tried to deny it, but
I can't. You're undeniable.
It's funny how in the end you always seem to go back to the people who were there in the beginning.
There comes a time in your life when you realize who matters, who always did, and who never will.
After awhile, you just can't cry anymore. You just have to believe that what happens is supposed to happen. And, well,
you can't change that, even if you tried. So just dry the tears and hope that tomorrow will be a better day.
Never lie in bed at night asking yourself questions you can't answer.
Sometimes things are
Once our vision is blurred with tears…
I'm here but you don't
see me, I cry but you don't hear me, I talk but you don't listen, my heart breaks but you don't know.
I can't promise I can stop you from having problems. But i can promise you that you will never have to face them alone.
"An essay is like a skirt,
it should be short enough to get your attention, but long enough to cover the main parts."
The meaning of life?
That's easy. Be happy, try not to hurt other people, and hope you fall in love.
Sometimes you're the windshield, sometimes you're the bug.
My heart is broken & I
ran out of glue
Share your smile with everyone, but save your kiss for one…
Why do we have to hurt one to
I don’t love him. I don’t
know that I ever have or ever will... but when I’m with him I cant seem to remember that
At least be there to wipe my tears away if you’re gonna make me cry.
Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it
right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand.
Disappointed because we can't be together. But still I love you now and forever.
"It's hard to love someone who's in love with someone else, you have to ignore the pain and swallow your pride just
to be a friend...but that's all worth it because sometimes friendship lasts longer than love."
I hurt so many people just to be with you. Now you broke my heart I have no one to turn to
Fake people are everywhere. They
see you everyday, they laugh with you and they help you. That's why it's always good to not trust people. Your heart may be
shunned by the naked truth beneath the surface.
The only thing that hurts more then
a broken heart is knowing that if you had the chance to do it all over again… you would...
He's my best friend, you know?
The kind where at the end of the day I love to come home, just to talk to him. The kind where I long for the weekend so I
can see him. He's more than my best friend; he's my world....
The worst part about falling for
your best friend is watching him fall for another girl...
do I tell you that I like you...
How can I say that you're the only thing on my mind...
we're suppose to be just friends...
but for me there's so much more there...
I just don't know how to tell you.
never be together
Still you’re in my heart forever
I don’t know how…
I don’t know when…
I’ll get used to the fact
That you’re just my friend…
I told you I love you…would you still be my friend?
I have to be your best friend
If thats all that I can get
Then I'll take the job with honor
I'll be the best one
I'll offer you my shoulder
I'll show you how I care
I'll be there when you need me
I'm not going anywhere
If I have to be your best friend
The one who hears you cry
Then I'll take the job with honor
I'll take the
job with pride
My love for you is stronger
Than you will ever know
But for you to ever love me
I will have
to let you go
You need time to find your purpose
You need time to sort your thoughts
But when the course has ended
And the race is finally run
Remeber its your best friend
Who has loved you from day one
only thing more I wish I had was a chance; a chance to tell you how I feel about you."
you ever felt so alone, and nothing makes sense? Well that’s how I feel right now. I feel like I’m facing everything
by myself with nothing but tears and a fake smile.
so afraid to love you, but more afraid to lose, clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose. Once there was a darkness,
deep and endless night, you gave me everything you had, oh, you gave me light."
"I have a hard time trusting people. I just never want to jump unless I'm sure somebody is going to catch
"Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going
to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And
how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt,
you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall
deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived."
"I believe in love like I believe in God: you can't touch it, you can't see it, but you can feel its wrath."
-Boy Meets World
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."
"Promises mean everything when you're little and the world is so big. I just don't understand how you can smile with
all those tears in your eyes and tell me everything is wonderful now."
"So you lie awake and think about tomorrow, And you try to justify the things you've done, But there's
no one here, to hear your tears falling, When you turn around, you find out, that you're the lonely one."
not the same, you've changed, I don't need you anyway.. you're not the person that I believed in yesterday."
"Sometimes its the smallest decisions that can change your life forever..."
"When I saw the break
of day, I wished that I could fly away; instead of kneeling in the sand, catching teardrops in my hand."
"I know what it's like
to see something funny and not laugh."
"I believe in Christ
like I believe in the sun. Not because I see it, but because by it all things are seen."
"When you've got nothing,
you've got nothing to lose."
"Every girl wants a Prince
Charming... and while he may be nice and all.. I'm thinking that I'd rather have a guy that's gonna call at 4 am just to say
hi, or someone who'll stop by my house after just hanging up the phone because he wants to see how I'm really doing. Because
I said I was fine, but we both know I'm lying. That guy, that one guy, he may not be Prince Charming to anybody else, but
he'd be my hero. My knight in shining armor."
"Sometimes we get so
caught up in trying to please others, being the person we think they want us to be, that we totally and completely cease to
"Consider how hard it
is to change yourself and you'll understand what little chance you have in trying to change others."
"Throughout my lifetime,
I've left pieces of my heart here and there. And now there's almost not enough to stay alive."
"You can't always get
what you want, but if you try, sometimes you might find you get what you need."
"When everything's made
to be broken, I just want you to know who I am."
"Was I ever crazy? Maybe.
Or maybe life is... crazy isn't being broken or swallowing a dark secret. It's you or me amplified. If you ever told a lie
and enjoyed it, if you ever wished you could be a child forever. They were not perfect, but they were my friends and by the
70's, most of them were out living lives. Some I've seen, some never again, but there isn't a day my heart doesn't find them."
"You can't fight the tears that ain't coming, or the moment of truth in your lies. When everything seems
like the movies, yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive."
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." ~Good Will Hunting
"And then, something happened. I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark and silent and complete. I found freedom. Losing all
hope was freedom."
Life is not a movie. Good guys lose, everybody lies, and love... sometimes does not conquer all.
"Life seems to be the hardest question ever. Just as soon as you think you have figured out the answer, the question
"Don't wish for the rain if you are gonna complain about the mud."
"Hey look on the bright side, not everyone hates you as much as I do."
The things you own end
up owning you…
"One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart you can't utter."
funny. Most people can be around someone and then gradually begin to love them and never know exactly when it happened.
I'm close to you, there's too much I can't say and you just walk away never understanding what you meant to me.
seems the best relationships, the ones that last, are frequently the ones rooted in friendship. You know, one day you will
look at a person and see something more than the night before, like a light switch has been flicked on and a person who was
jsut a friend is suddenly the only person you could ever imagine yourself with...
Judge me if you want, but keep the verdict to yourself.
No one dies a virgin, because life screws us all.
While you are wishing to be someone else, someone somewhere is wishing to be you.
People change, things go wrong, shit happens but life goes on.
People spend their whole lives trying to live up to other people’s expectations and being told what to do. I
say, screw that. Be free. Do what you want, go where you want, and reach for the sky because life has no limits or boundaries.
Boundaries are just other people’s fears, and limits are just other people’s expectations. You only get one chance
to do all the things that life offers you. Have no enemies, no regrets, no fears and then you’ll really have lived life.
words hurt your feelings, but silence breaks your heart.
Alcohol isn't the answer, but it sure helps forget the question
Scientists say one out of every four people is crazy, check three friends, if they’re ok, it’s you…
You ask me who I like, and I say no one, but what I really mean is no one but you
never said it would be easy, I only said it would be worth it. I never said there wouldn’t be tears, I just promised
to be there if there was. I never said it would be true love, I only said you’d know if it was. I never promised it
would be forever, I only said to love unconditionally and generously with no recognition of time. I never said to hold on
at all costs, I only said one day you’d have to let go and be free. I never said you’d get the rainbow without
getting through the rain, I only said the sun is always brighter than the storm. I never said you wouldn’t cry, or feel
like your heart had died. I never said you wouldn’t change inside. And if I had, I’d have lied."
can make everything okay after a hard experience, but the simple act of giving a hug can come pretty close."
you understand that we are only holding on to each other because we're too scared to let go?"
doesn't require you to be perfect, but it does require you to forgive." - Boy Meets World
you can look in my eyes and tell me you never loved me, then I'll walk away and never speak of it again."
me that you love me. Tell me that you care. Even if you're lying, it's what I need to hear."
know, one day you look at a person and see something more than you did the day before, like a switch has been flickered somewhere,
and the person who was just your friend is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.
me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't
force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you.
never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt to lose something you never really had.
people are dangerous. They know they can survive.
when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.
love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your
broken heart has been sent to heal.
is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything
is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature. A scar means the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed,
knows we need never be ashamed of our tears, for they are rain upon the blinding dust of earth, overlying our hard hearts.
one and only thing I want right now is to find a guy who likes me for me.. a guy who isn't afraid to act like himself around
me and for me to be able to act like myself around him. Someone to cuddle with and make me feel wanted.. someone to love and
someone to love me
you see is only half of what I am. I have a hundred different faces, a million different personalities. Only a part of me
is what I show you. I display a fraction of my true self. Everything is just a facade. It's not the truth of me. You don't
know me. You never will."
people have one of those days ... I have one of those lives."
love sleep...my life has a tendency to fall apart when I'm awake."
happiness out there. Somewhere. I know there is. I'm just too sad to look."
are never what they seem, I'm stuck inside of someone else's dream. Problems never go away ... I'm sick of being caught in
love rain because it hides my tears so well."
I was younger, crying always seemed to be the only answer, now that I'm older, crying seems to be the only option."
these are the best years of my life, then I am in for some serious second degree burns in my future."
are getting to me. Just how people are. How they always expect you to be a certain way. Even your best friend."
having one of those moments when everything is so perfect and you get kinda sad because you know nothing in your life will
ever be better than this moment."
will be fine. I'm always fine. This is my perfect little life. I smile. I laugh. Nothing ever goes wrong. Nothing..."
have no idea what it's like to wake up every morning afraid they're going to live."
know, I say I'm okay. My mouth moves and joyful little meaningless words fall from it. Everything's okay. But inside I'm screaming
out for help. Screaming for someone to save me. My shouts are deafening, yet, no one seems to hear them."
life is more like a movie. I see the people moving. Hear what they're saying. But it's not real. Nothing is real anymore."
used to look at the sky and think that everything could be okay if at least one star was shining brightly. Now I look at the
sky and see many stars shining brightly, but it gives me no reassurance of anything because I lost my faith in the stars."
is always asking me what's wrong… but I don't even think it makes any sense, it's just… my heart hurts."
worst day since yesterday."
people are looking for someone to love, but me, I'm simply looking for the ability to love."