I know. I've known it since
the moment you kissed me and maybe even before that, and scary as it is, I don't want to deny it anymore. I don't want to
run from it and I don't want to let it run from me.
Did you ever wonder if
the person in the puddle is real, and you're just a reflection of him?
Sometimes I feel there's a hole inside of me; An emptiness
that at times seems to burn I have this dream of being whole. Not going to bed each night wanting. But still sometimes, when
the wind is warm or the crickets sing, I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone
to love me and I want to be seen ~Practical Magic
I would have loved you anyway, I'd do it all the same, not a second I would change, not
a touch that I would trade, had I known my heart would break... I would've loved you anyway
"The only thing in the world I have ever wanted to do was love him, but he was too afraid
to let me."
girl who seemed unbreakable - broke.
The girl who seemed so strong - crumbled.
The girl who always laughed it off -
The girl who would never stop trying - finally gave up & quit…
Every night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves... In desperate, desperate hope, that
in the morning when we awake... it will be true
I wanna get lost from my life sometimes, sit on the side and watch the world go by, I wanna
get lost and I don't know why…
someone's going to come along and put the pieces of my heart back together. I’m just worried about that one little piece
that there not going to find, that one piece that makes the puzzle complete, the one you took the day you walked away from
"There are so many stars
in the sky. Only some are bright enough to be noticed. Among those you choose to ignore are those who are willing to shine
for you forever even if your glance remains elsewhere."
Sometimes it’s easier for me to pretend rather than face
Sometimes it’s easier
to try to make it alone rather than risk getting hurt again.
Sometimes it’s easier to be numb towards certain people
so I don’t let them get too close.
Sometimes I’m scared. But when I act numb towards you, it doesn’t
mean I don’t care.
It means I care too much. -White Oleander
Growing up sucks. And not
all kisses are magic and most boys do not live up to your expectations. But there are those times when everything, I mean…
love, romance, relationships, it all fall together perfectly and it’s incredible. It’s those moments, no matter
how depressing few and far between… that makes growing up worth it
want to tell you what I'm feeling but I don't know where to start.
I want to tell you something, but I'm afraid you'll
break my heart.
Why should something so easy be so hard to do?
So, I'm just gonna tell you, I'm still in love with
I'm so tired of living for your touch, I'm so tired of needing
you so damn much... ~ Stabbing Westward
Look, I know this sucks for you because of him and I want to
be there for you, I do, but I can't do this anymore. I can't keep being your second choice-- not when you're my first. –Everwood
And all you want, is something I can't be. - Goo Goo Dolls
if reality doesn't live up to the dream?"
Sometimes you find out what you wanted, isn't really what you
And the dream and all
it's promise was never meant to be.
All your hope and desperation, won't make it like it was
And you believe the pain
will never pass, believe me in time it does.
"Just because I don't care
doesn't mean I don't understand."
I couldn't help it when
I started to cry. I've told myself that love's a lie... you know life sucks when your dreams slip away. I'd trade all my tomorrows for one yesterday..."
Maybe isn't a very good term...maybe I could give up on you,
maybe I could stop loving you, maybe I can move on with my life and maybe I can get over you, but maybe you can fall in love
with me, maybe you can realize what you are in my eyes and maybe...just maybe...you can love me too.
The most painful love there is, is the love left unshown. A love that cannot be expressed, affection left unknown. The love that withholds touching,
afraid of what it would say, and the most painful thing about unexpressed love is... it never fades away.
Sometimes you're afraid to become a couple because you are
afraid of losing what you already have with that person. But life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be
a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever."
I'd give anything to read your mind, to get into your head.
Then maybe I'd find out how to get you to notice me once more, to make you want me like you used to. But then again, I guess
I'd also find out how much you don't care for me, and what you really think about when you look at me.
It’s tearing me up
on the inside to have these feelings for you but I cant get rid of them.
My world’s not gonna stop
so if he ever finds me as the one he wants who’s to say ill still be waiting?
Would it be wrong to tell you how
be there when I need someone
Count on nobody and no one will let you down
I don't care, Just let me go
I don't need
people don't catch on, they rather just pretend*
While things are going smooth, they smile and call you 'friend.'
how you never know who cares until it hurts,
and when it's over, does it matter who blew off who first?
he takes the time to argue with you then he cares more than you know.
I didn’t have you in my life I don’t know what I would do because it’s as simple as this. I’m nothing
think I noticed when things started to change. The hugs were quicker, the phone calls were shorter and weren't every night.
We didn't hurry to the place where we said we'd meet. The I love you's felt more like a forced, daily routine, and really
had no meaning. When we saw each other, the smiles weren't as bright, or as big. Our thoughts weren't only of each other.
We seemed uninterested, we felt unloved. We had too many doubts. I think I noticed when things started to change.
Its so hard to dry your tears when
every time you turn around there’s another reason to cry…
I’ll never forget what you
did to me...but I’ll never let you know I remember…
now that its gone its like it was never there at all…
think I’m lying about being hurt, cause they see me laughing. Little do they know I laugh to keep myself from crying…
hold your head up high, even if on the inside you're about to cry. Pretend that nothing's wrong at all. Close your eyes before
you fall. If you can't see it, it's not there. This is life, and it's not fair…
only thing worse than having a broken heart is knowing that you would go through the all the pain over again just for one
more chance with him…
not afraid of losing you because I know it will happen eventually. It always does...
me give you some advice-- if you are gonna lie about something at least make sure it's worth lying about.
over- So I close my eyes. Hold back the tears. And pretend I'm okay. I'll look back one more time, knowing things will never
be the same.
touch my heart and feel it start to crack, I guess this is how it feels when the guy you love doesn't love you back…
How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make the call, that havin’
no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
you get that lonely…and nobody knows
it’s the only way we could finally stand up on our own. To hurt each other so much that we’d have no choice but
to let go. Maybe otherwise we never would have.
ears hear what you say but I just look away. I don’t wanna hear it anymore…
you have loved someone, you can do anything for them, except love them that same way again.
your ‘I Love Yous.’ They didn’t mean a thing. Screw your ‘I’ll call yous’ and the phone
that didn’t ring. I loved you more than life itself but I should have known. I should have seen it in your eyes that
I would end up alone.
too much time analyzing everything I do only to figure out I was wasting time on you.
ready to let go, move on, be happy but there’s always this little shred of “Well maybe he’ll want me tomorrow.”
You know what I mean.
accepted that we can’t be but I’ve also accepted that you’re going to be that one person I carry with me
for the rest of my life, the one who is always going to make my heart jump a little and my stomach tie up in knots. No matter
how happy I am otherwise and no matter how long it’s been. The one I will always wish had secretly asked me to the dance
even though I’m happier with the guy that did. Do you realize how incredibly difficult it is to accept both those things
one thing I need to know. Should I hold on tighter or just let go?
there isn’t anyone to hold your hand suddenly, you’ll understand you need me.
gotta have some faith. Faith that the thing that sent you in different directions will be the same thing that brings you back
never know what you’ve lost until you’re standing in a room with that person, not being able to call them yours.
took the best of me and threw it away. Too bad the rest of me still wants you to stay.
don't need to be "together" to get your heartbroken
"Dreaming is like dying, without the trauma or agony; it sucks
you under like smooth, whispering quicksand, and leaves reality, its pains and stresses behind. I long for its lull on nights
like this, wishing for dreams that can't come. Sometimes I wish I could sleep forever - sometimes I wish I could die."
A bird does not sing because it has an answer -- it sings because
it has a song.
The ones for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live,
mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn,
burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.
For rarely do you know what you want. Even after you've done
it you can't say clearly if that was what you'd wanted or just something that happened to you, like weather.
We have only this moment, sparkling like a star in our hand...and
melting like a snowflake. Let us use it before it is too late.
You can send a message around the world in 1/5 of a second,
yet it may take years for it to get from the outside of a man's head to the inside.
Every faith in the world
is based on fabrication. That is the definition of faith-- acceptance of that which we imagine to be true, that which we cannot
prove. Every religion describes God through metaphor, allegory, and exaggeration, from the early Egyptians through modern
Sunday school. Metaphors are a way to help our mind process the unprocessible. The problems arise when we begin to believe
literally in our own metaphors. ~The Davinci Code
"If people sat outside and looked at the stars each night,
I'll bet they'd live a lot differently." Calvin and Hobbes
I think the surest sign that there is intelligent life out
there in the universe is that none of it has tried to contact us.
"He stopped. He shrugged and smiled- he was alive for a moment
and it was the strangest smile she had ever seen: it held secret amusement, and heartbreak, and an infinite bitterness."
Now that I've felt this way it seems as if forever, pain or
love no longer affect me. After being hurt so many times I feel almost nothing, and the funny thing about is, most of those
times I was the one who hurt myself.
A triangle's not a friendly shape ... it's a point, it has
sharp edges ... triangles hurt people...
It’s sad to think you’ll never be mine…it’s
even sadder to realize I knew it all the time…
Some hearts are broken
and mended, others are shattered and torn…
Although it was never intended, for love is eternally sworn.
cried and prayed and pleaded, for love to hold its ground.
Hope was all I needed, and pain was all I found.
"...And that's the reason
for most suicides. Someone is torturing you. You want to kill them, but you can't. All that pain is because you love them,
and you can't kill them because you love them. So you kill yourself instead."
Love? It’s kind of complicated, but I’ll tell you this…the second you’re willing to make
yourself miserable to make someone else happy…that’s true love right there….Don’t be fooled by her pretty smile, inside she's breaking, she's so fragile…